Over the last couple of years, it happens more and more, I have these words that come into my mind and they're often perfect for the situation. A couple years ago songs would be similar; a song that was quite relevant for my life at that moment would randomly come into my head, it was as if I got insight into my subconscious out of no where that I could control (or at least I don't know how to yet)
In school for example, if I needed a word but didn't know what, to describe or explain myself, a word I wouldn't even really know the meaning of would come into the front of my mind. To begin with I didn't trust it, I used to ask people what the word would mean and I found that it almost always meant what I wanted to say, eventually in school in the middle of an essay or a test I would use these words, I began to trust them and use them. The experience of it enabled me to have a greater vocabulary, however it doesn't always happen. And sometimes I will be in the middle of something else, middle of doing something completely different and a website or something significant will come into my mind. 'Habit Forge' popped into my mind tonight, I hadn't always been extremely responsive or that focussed in conversation when my ex-partner would bring it up and talk about it, but obviously it had sunk in, and now when I needed it most it came to me, I remembered.
Perhaps the mind does that as a way to survive, when you need something most to handle a situation it lets you off from the possible struggle. Maybe?
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