I'm starting to forget. It's what I always dreaded, and the thought of it is worse than the reality, because you can remember logically how you used to feel about something, you feel bad for changing, it's scary when emotionally, you start to forget, because you can't really prepare for it.
You start to forget what it was like to kiss the person, you forget the feeling you felt when you were in love. I guess it's not that you forget as such, but you realise you don't feel the same way anymore, and in that way it appears to you, and you rationalise it; that it's you forgetting, not moving on- I guess. Because like I said, logically you remember talking to the person about these kinds if issues, never wanting to be apart from them.... So when you stop crying and you get used to not being with them anymore, and being in the position you always hoped you wouldn't be in, you realise that life happens, life keeps happening and you will be okay. And that can be confronting.
It can also be good though, it makes you realise that you can do and have anything in life and you really have nothing to be scared of, because everything comes to an end eventually; that's the circle if life.
Whilst saying that, it is difficult to accept. But unless you stay in the present, you'll give rise to demons, become depressed or regret your whole life, which isn't a good thing.
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