For Who I am

I hope you don't wish to see me in that familiar girly light.
That dusty skin, thin and raw.
Sooty eyes, dark and shimmering.
Perfectly messed up hair, or a straightened clean front part.
Thin un-muscular legs, in 6inch heals.
Twittle arms, baggy earthy colours draping off,
with a pushed up cleavage to the top.
A perky nose and thin, sneaky eyes.
Full heavy lips, smokey pink.

I hope you like my shading skin, pink, orange, creamy, grey.
My bouncy arms and stomach, squidgy like cupcake frosting.
My face round and puffy cheeks
Anime brown eyes and water fallen hair.
Thick shapely legs, in whatever fits
My bright crazy combos, and small perky tits.
My lips soft yet shallow.

I'm not the girl in darkened light, when you lift off my shirt above my head, you can see a soft frail shadow of my ribs, before you pick me up, my legs around you, holding me at ease.
I'm the girl that makes you brownies, stout cake and bread, I'll run to your house or wear a nice dress, but either way there is always a stomach between the two of us.
I can try to be subtle and sleek, slip off heals and wiggle my toes, giggle and tease and play.
But for the most part, I wont ever be the girl that can pack and actually finish eating only celery for lunch, the girl that turns down cake at a party or the one that... I can be a lot of things. but I'm not a beach babe, a dining diva or an aeroplane jumper.
I'm a country lass at heart, a dancer and an explorer, I value wisdom and knowledge, an educated mind. Spirituality and laughter.
I'm pretty sure I can promise you, that I can be your anything, but I'll always be one of a kind.
Physically I may not ever be able to fulfil some of your desires.
I hope you'll love me for who I am